Day 27: Good

What a difference a day makes. I woke this morning feeling tired and achy and asking: why am I doing this? And as the day nears its end, I feel a renewed appreciation for the opportunity this challenge affords me: to build stamina. Today was a marathon among days, and never did I lose patience with the kids or say or do anything that I regret. I was very much present and the hours flew by, and I did not feel resentful or frazzled (for the most part) though there were frazzlements aplenty. The kids had their eye appointments this afternoon, a long and drawn out session that involved many complaints and refusals, and then ran an errand, dashed for ice cream, walked home to grab the laundry off the line and get our bikes, biked 2k to swim lessons, entertained children there, biked home with a small and scary crash along the way (my eldest; he's fine, but his bike is a bit damaged), and raced in the door at home in time to catch my daughter's first session on her new drum kit in the basement, and to eat a banana with peanut butter and bike to yoga class. The ninety minutes flew by, and I felt strong and capable, which I haven't been feeling lately in yoga class. And my back is eased somewhat. And I feel the joy of having a body that can stand up to the challenges of four children and a car-free lifestyle (car-free as much as possible, during the summer). It is a joy to be living in this body, able to care for my children, and enjoy my life. Tonight, that is what I see as the main purpose of the challenge, and this journey: to build strength, stamina, and courage for my every day.